Ugh, today is one of those days where I just wish I could home and shut the rest of the world out. In a perfect world, I would have a job that I loved. I would feel that what I did made a difference and it would justify spending the whole day away from Adam. I feel that he is my responsiblity to care for and right now someone else is spending 8 hours with him and while I know that he is in good hands, I would rather it be me that he spends his whole day with.
In a perfect world, both parents would not have to work. More than anything I would love to work part time, work in the morning and spend the rest of the day with Shorty Shorts. It breaks my heart to call home & hear him chatting away. I want to be there. I do not want to miss a thing. He is already going to be a year next month. Where has the time gone? Is it too much to ask for me to be able to contribute to the family income(even a small amount)and spend valuable time with my son? I am sorry but entering data for cows is not fullfilling work for me. I need more in order for me to feel somewhat ok about being away from home.
3 comments:
I so agree! If we were independently wealthy we wouldn't have to worry about this... I guess we could just win the lottery... ?? Yeah right. I wish. I wish either our husbands would start making bank and/or that we will find the perfect part time job that's just perfect all around! Perfect pay, perfect hours... there is nothing wrong with wishing and hoping right?? :)
Here's hoping we get that perfect world for you soon.
Dez...how are you...i just came across your blog while looking at sams...looks like you have the perfect world with your family already...
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